Monday 5 August 2013

Bekarar

1. Yu na chupao apne hunar a ahsas ko,
Kal kya pata is dil me jajbat ho na ho,
Aakho me koi khawab ho na ho...

Lahro ke sath bahle abhi ,
Kal Fir ye tufan ho na ho...

Na kho aaj ko, talash a karar me,
kya pata kabhi tu fir bekarar ho na ho...

M hu abhi chal do bat karle,
Ho Sabhi, Kal ye akela, yar ho na ho.

Sunday 9 June 2013

Go

Time flies with love and pain in miry bog!!!
I've left with some wistful feelings,
vague memories!!
And,
Hideous, Dreadful and Stinky scars!!!

On Strange streets of lone city!
Looking at the stars in my blue car!!
all alone In myriad!!
and
some restless days in a closed room!
Some sleepless nights in trance bar!!

Oh ! Saudade My love !!!
Why ? Why are you so far?
For you my beloved!!
I have crossed all these oceans, lands and stars!!
But How?
How come we fall apart!!

No,No we are Still,
On the same page!!
But In different book,
In different chapter,
In different parts!
But,
Aroma of our love will stay forever!!
In every line!
Whenever you'll read,
you'll feel!!
Me and my zeal !!
And Me.
I retain the time,
you and your mesmerising smile!!
Whenever I'll open the book,
I'll reminisce with teary eyes,
How you made love to me and kissed my soul!!
I'll recall the past!!
while sitting on the rooftop!!

In my solitude,
I live with poetry,whiskey and guitar!!

Will you come??
Will you live with me ?
Will you Lay your head down on my
lap ??
Will I ever give you a cafuné ??

If I wait for Yuanfen!!
If I wait for a star to fall!!
If I take you where you've never been!!
If I Ever talk about,
fate or destiny!!
Will you come ?
I know Its insane!
My efforts are in vain!

La Douleur Exquise!!
In my heart and my brain!!
Burning me, melting me,

stop!! stop!!
Stop this fire!
My absurd desire!!

This shamanic ecstasy!!
Of Satiny love!
yes! I can see!
Our legislative scrutiny!!

I know I know,
We have fate without destiny!!!

So, Go !!
Never come back!
Go!!
Never call my name!
Go!!
Fool go!!
You'll never understand!!!
Go!!
Just Go!!!

I am inane and you are sane!
So, Go!!
I've Given You All and Now I'm Nothing!!
Empty hands and Empty heart!
Go!!

But when stupid cupid wants to cry,
come back to me any time,
I will make him laugh anyhow!!
But only when you'll have empty arms!
nothing but faded charm!
and the day when,
No one will love you any more!
you will feel so all alone!!
come!!
And No need to knock!!

But that day will never come!
because your happiness is all I've ever wish!!
you have my selfless bliss!!
Even though I miss,
our laugh,silence and kiss!!

But for now,
Go!!
Because,
This is the end of our endless talk!!
It is not an easy walk!!
You are Weak and I am Rock...!!

Monday 27 May 2013

Rubies and Strawberries.

Soul dissolved into the dark,
Atrociously shameful walk,
with cold feet.
no hallow no light,
but,
my skin has diamond shine.

I feel acute ache..
A pain of different kind.
Then,
I remember tonight,
I chose the bed of thorns,
from the moment I've made you mine...

Distressed expression,
Speaking the truth.
Because I forget to lie,
Because I forget to smile...

Now I have learned,
But my eyes have been burned,
With Anonymous agony.
I have deserved this fall,
On this 4th of July,
No one gonna believe my answer to why,
Why I have crossed the line...

Take a deep look,
You can still find only,
Blood n fire,
Only red Stitches.
And yellow flowers.
Clearer the sight,
More blur vision.
So I can't see the path,
Which leads to heaven.
Which leads to you....

And my senses are lost.
I have lost everything,
Everything I have ever got....

Mother,
have you ever listened ?
what father said ?
whatever said by neighbour,
Relatives,
Leaders,
Religions,
Nation,
Sartre n Saints...?

I am going to end this list.
I have my own Words,Beats,Rhymes and Rhythms..
I have no gun, no weapons,
no bullet, no car.
Neither I'm from Istanbul, Turkey nor
from Tokyo, Japan...
But I'll going to hit.
All the beauties n the beasts,
Criminals in mask,
Hidden In the forest of white sharks.
With their crew and cast,
Sooner or Later,
Not Now But,
At last.

I will yes I will,
this is me,
this is who I am,
accept me as you will,
I wont change as you will.

No fear no funk,
Only a few memories of past,
reminding me,
I have slept with you two nights.
But casanova you are,
And I Pretended I am a rock.
I am a stone,I am cold.
that its all fine.
Why ???
Beautifully said deceitful line.
But That doesn't matter,
we both had good time...

Nothing lost,Nothing found,
but feeling more empty...
more pain with more wound.

you are the prince of my fairy tale,
but the fairy tale
that I once knew is gone.
I left with,
Droughty heart n dry eyes,
No more able to wailing,
sense the end from your side.
But did anything really start ?
So
No more hello No more hi.
Not even you say Goodbye...

Time for my last tear to fall,
Because,
Yesterday was my birthday,
He didn't even call.
So,I'll change everything,
From now on...


I am born to burn.
All the Worlds,
Earths,
Heavens,
Stars and Suns.

I'll catch the light,
Then serve it to everybody's plate.
So we all can love
No fight No hate...

I am the Illusionist,
I can make you wonder.
with the Magic I crate.

why death is so beautiful,
why she always gravitates,
why I think of her,
every now and then.
But No, I'm not 27 yet.
No, I'm not famous enough.
laughing out loud,
don't you understand ?
The joke I've cracked.


The whole world is fake ,
Ort of fame, intoxicate.
I make,
I break,
all the rules of this game.
I am the rock star.
I love this fucking flame.

See my name in Vegas,
New York, Paris and LA.


All the crimes I've committed ,
And all my mysterious mistakes.
But I don't know any remorse,
I don't feel any regret.

They call me Ice Queen,
cold, mean and minx.
no crux,no respect.
They Call me arrogant,
I know what I am doing,
what if its not perfectly legitimate.
but nothing demean my pride,
nothing can humiliate...
My doors are closed.
No window No hole in my home.
I am alone in my womb.
Safely untouched,
Far from more scars and broken hearts
Far from lust and lies...
Far from painful cries...

But
You can Come,
I have opened the Door,
I'll show you all sides of me.
Come,
I'll give you my best...
I'll give you everything I have...
I have opened the Door.
Come,
I'll give you my heart.
and some
Rubies and Strawberries...
And one extra bite of my chocolate,
and my ice cream..

I have opened the Door,
Come,
I'll make your life heaven...
And if you won't,
Then
I'll make you famous...<3


Tuesday 21 May 2013

Seldom Love

I'll write until I die.
After me,
Only my poems Remain for the world to remind.
My craving for revive..
Shine emerging ray of my divine...
my efforts for survive...
my words,my thoughts and my rhymes...

All the years I endure..
Feel nothing but tears,fears and holes....
I wear,
Abysmal agonizing soul..
The search should be stop..
Already,
Waive all wishes,dreams and hope,
Dilate and prolong..
Wait of unknown...

In the end It reveals,
The truth,
The reason,
Behind..
My wistful weep...
To my Precious grief....

I tried with all my might,
wisdom, will and bosom..

With map and GPS day and night,
Since the day I was born,
run,burn and fight,
Hopeless eyes still looking for home.

No way to escape,
Windows and doors are closed.

All I got was seldom love..
For a day or two,
No, Its not enough..
Where is my Laugh ?
Where is my life ?
Alone,How long ?
Wounds are new but blunt,
In deep yes it hurts..



I am scared...
I am alone...
I am singing with the song...
In a very high tone...
It was obvious,once I told,
This pain can not be cured..
So,
Its the time to meet my Lord...

Saturday 18 May 2013

Lustful Lies

No love only lust,
But,
Now I know At least.
I am just a dessert in man's feast..
Topped with smile,
Decorated eyes.

All treated me,
As a piece of meat.
At the end,
They only want to eat.

Hungry wolves.
Some are sharp and some are fools.
But one thing they all share,
They tempt us by showing,
How much they care.
Or some time,
Without any effort,
They make you fall.

They talk about heavens,
But its not what it seems.
Without any undertaking,
They trap you in daydream.

They take everything,
while Showing you receme.
No one can hear,
your silent scream.

No love No vow,
And you just wonder how...
You left with an empty
heart...
Blaming yourself,
For other's slough.

sitting under cascao.
With sadness and scars,
with some bottles and glass.
with a book of true and false.
In bloodstream..
you are stoned and alone.
Numb,
questioning the whole.

Don't cry over lustful lies.
Wipe your tears away,
Its true,
Yes, Its true.
Men are incapable of love.
They fear to confront.
They fear to get hurt.
so,
They fear to open the doors,
they fear to feel the storm.
The worst part is,
they know in the end,
they will get one for sure.

So they think its not a sin.
They are playing with,
What they have win.
They don't want to settle down.
Even though they feel the warmth.
They still don't hold your hand.
Because they know,
After they have done with you,
They will get bored and
Again hunt for more ..

They are the drivers of the fast lane,
You are his number ten.
Like lil wayne,
what if they want rest,
They don't give you their last name.

No fairytale n happily ever afters exist .
Soulful Drama is not in their list.
They are from west.
and you are from east.

you are the art.
And
They have soul of artist.

So don't cry over lustful lies.
Girl just get high and fly..
And,
Don't hate.
No prince going to save you from your fate.

No one is going to be your soul mate.
For you happy endings are not meant.
Leave the hope n take the dope.
Try and climb to the mountain top.
Time is fast.
moments are furious.
so book your slot.
In advance,
So you can get what you want.

Don't ask what,why n how.
There is no better tomorrow so live now





Friday 17 May 2013

Sweet Surrender

So now,
I am giving you my heart,
In this lonely hour,
Sitting in the park.
Finally its only you and me ..
Looking at the stars..
Together...
We two will,
Become one in our sweet surrender...

Listening the song of snipe,
In this milky moonlite,
Your face,
Hmmm...
Making me mad..
Your eyes, Your lips..
How can we hold back to love,
When we lost in endless kiss..
Rain of love pouring bliss...
And you are the tear on my eyelite...
The happy one...
I will save it until you come.
Then I will cry,
Because I want your wings to fly,
With you,
Above the hight of the sky...

Night brings velvet melody within,hark!!
Spark of our love lightening the dark....
I am giving you my every bit.
My soul, my mind and My heart.
The finest,
The deepest,
The best of what I got,
True,
Selfless,
With some pleasure and scorn,
Undivided,
And naked,
As pure as the day I were born...

Now its your turn...
You can go with your own,
Or you can come with me,
Because,
I am giving you all the clue.
From the afterglow to morning dew...
I love you now and I will always do...

We will shine bright,
In the darkest night,
We will burn the ground..
We will be the fireworks in the sky..
We will,
Play with the thander .
Let them wonder,
We two will,
Become one in our sweet surrender... :)

Sunday 12 May 2013

Mother

Where were you,
When I was singing a song,
Where were you ,
When I forgot my lyrics...

Where were you when my tiny eyes cried for those little butter fly clips.

Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

Where were you when I saw a girl in the garden,
Wearing a pink parse,
trying to walk,
In the high heels of her mom,
And when she fell down,
Her mom was there to kiss her cheeks.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips...

Where were you when I got stuck in hopeless mess,
Where were you when In me,
Anger was the only emotion left.
Where were you when I wanted a happy family,
When I did not know, that it will become a Tragedy.

Where were you when every ballerina came with their moms wearing make up and all.
I were the one who was alone, with powder n Lip balm .
I wanted your lipstick,
I wanted your red scarf.
I was wearing only my cape,
So wanted you to dressed me,
and
I wanted you to be there in all my pics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

I dreamt every night that
you are pampering me,
cuddling with me,
making me smile.
Then sudden,
Tears start rolling down,
Wet pillow and wet heart,
and all I feel in my life's plot,
Pain sorrow and heaviness of breath,
No one here to wipe them away.
Where were you when,
I was dealing with my disturbed asics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

Where were you when I was tired of pity full eyes,
When I was fighting for my tries,
Where were you when I was all alone screwed n scared.
Where were you when I was distressed,clashed n crashed.
Where were you when I failed in civics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

But I know in deep down,
You were always with me.
Like stars in the sky,
Like a wish ,
Like a pray,
Like a ray of hope ,
Dancing on the mountain top.
Like a blessing in hard time,
Like a light in dark night,
Like a scent of flower,
Unseen untouched.
But still I can feel.
My mother,
I know you are always with me...

Thursday 9 May 2013

Gambling

Self imposed exile,
From the weeping woe.
Heartbreak heartache,
Trust love and lies...
Down the deepest desire,
Which is hard to acquire.

My heartless adamantine.
what is your silent admire ??
Love or lust??
So in search...
We can go to alabama or also LA will be fine.

escape from the territory
of ghost,wimp and blinds.
Go,
hunt for unknown,
leaves the world behind.

Thander kisses the dirt,
makes the light sound.

Sterility spike,
In crystal cries.
frozen and cold,
my gray stoned eyes.

Run to the end of the sun,
and you will become,
Dead in transient nights,

Death introduced herself,
what remains else,
only some bursting towers,
their soldiers fucking cowards,

Dim lights falling down,
Tomb become the town.

I am having a soul of clown.
wicked solitude sarcastic n loud,
hell empress gives me this crown.

Where is my home?
still roaming on the bleedy road,
chasing cars on highway.
Doors are closed ,
screaming souls,
crash them or open up,
get the sign of servive,

I can not discribe,
ponder dreams of mine.

so in search ..
we can go to alabama or also LA will be fine...

In my womb,
I am safe n sound,
i see through the window,
fire hugging the toon.
we are reaching to the stars,
but its to soon to see the blue moon,
its april 22,
so i am singing on saturday night,
song of love swan.
we will going to taste divine,
come my love,
and i will make you mine,
we will dance on the beats of romance and
we will drink red wine .
settle down and we make our sweet home.
so for that,
we can go to alabama,
or also LA will be fine...

Just you and I,
in garden of roses,
love blooms bright.
or you can choose to stay in my heart in my arms.
for forever..
or you can take me,
where ever you want.
and you can see into my eyes,
I want you to by my side,
when my 60's will arrive..
and I will love you.
until I die... <3









Sunday 5 May 2013

In the month of September

I will write
a sonnet to you someday.
only four lines
with three words...
one is hello
and one is love..
one I will tell you later...
In the month of September ...

I will try to put all.
all my Odes in one,
altogether.
all my love,
In one Epigram,
my eternal love,
we will read them later,
In the month of September...

I will make a riff ,
for you someday.
Hope you will listen
and fall in love with me,
the very next Sunday.
because you are the one,
I choose ,
To be my Muse,
for the rest of my life,
but I see veracity of ,
your fears and your lies,
I know You've been had,
All your tries and cries...

so only one more night,
I will make note slides,
In my mind,
and I will play them later,
In the month of September...

Down the dusky valley,
when cold breeze will kiss your lips,
when umbra will hug you,
and make you feel lonely,
just whisper my name,
Slightly slowly.
and I will come to you,
I leave everything behind...
and we will make love later,
In the month of September...

then I will go back to my grave,
and I'll paint a picture of you,
and put it on the wall beside my lord,
and with some Cigarettes and Whiskey,
I will sing the sonnet,
I wrote for you along with the riff.
and I will reminisce later,
in the month of September...




ye hi chah kyu chahe

yu hi kabhi,
kyu,
mere khawab,
chahe,
ek aasman..
udne ko kyu
do pankh udhar,
do din ke liye chahe...

parvaj kyu chahe,
koi panchan kyu chahe,
pyar kyu chahe,
chahe bhi to ,
yehi chah kyu chahe...

irade mere badle se,
kadam bahake se ,
nigahe dhundti si kuch,
jane kya dekhna chahe...

do din ki jindagi,
ek din gujar gaya,
ek din jo baki h,
jina tere sath kyu chahe...

sabar ye pagal,
dil krta nhi kyu h,
kismat se jayada,
khuda se yar kyu chahe...

aaj me jina jo,
shuru kiya kal se,
kal ki chizo ko,
ye aaj kyu chahe...

didar kyu chahe,
bisale yr kyu chahe,
aashiqi me diwana
apni har kyu chahe...

koi aahsas kyu chahe,
tujhme jajbat kyu chahe,
aadhure rahne wale,
sapne hajar kyu chahe...

tujhse ikkrar kyu chahe,
tujhse ijhar kyu chahe,
do pal ki khushi ke badle ,
dard ki sogat kyu chahe...

tere varga yar kyu chave,
saheba sa krar kive pave,
kuch v na m jani na m sochya ve tere uthhe dil
lagan to pahale,
dil lutna chave kyu,
te lutke tere isque ch
ruh te dil ,ek ek sas te
jindagi ch tera hi nam kyu chave...

"tere jaisa yr kyu chahe,
saheba sa karar kyu chahe,
tujhse dil lagane se pahale,
na kuch jani m na kuch socha,
dil lutna kyu chahe,
or lutke tere isque me,
rooh or dil, ek ek sas pe,
or jindagi me ,
tera hi nam kyu chahe.."
tujhe hi yar kyu chahe,
tera hi payar kyu chahe,
tera hi sath kyu chahe,
chahe bhi to ye hi,
chah kyu chahe........

Thursday 4 April 2013

kuch pyari si bate

1. Aaj ko jiya mne,
kal ko bhula ke,
thode se aashu,
thodi si hasi milake...

2. Ek muskan churai h,
sinduri sham se,
Thodi si hasi h li,
suhani chav se,
Sagar se moti liya aasuo ka ek,
sahil se liya lahro ka shor sukun ki talash me.
udhar manga ek arman rat se,
ahsas de diya sahar ne bin mange mere hath me.
suraj se roshni leke
ek juganu bnaya rat me.

hawa ke sang bahti hui,
udi khule aasman me..
phoolo se khusbu le,
saso me gholi tere sath me.

3. Jalti dopahar ko dara ke aag li thodi,
sawan se barish li muskan se,
raat ek din ke liye udhar li,
or ek ped ki pahan me,
sab milake,
ruki hu bas tere intjar me..
btana jab bhi aao.
barasati raat me ped ke niche aag jala ke
ham baithege fir sath me...

4. chandani ki shyahi me duboke,
sagar ki gahrai me do lafj likhe h mne pyar ke..
padhna kabhi fursat se jab,
thode lamhe mile aaram ke.

5. ahsas tera h ahsas nhi bhi.
sath mere h pas nhi bhi.
dard jagat h dilata h hasi bhi.
h mera tu mera h nhi bhi...
nhi pyar h h pyar nhi bhi,
arman h arman nhi bhi
tu h abhi nhi h abhi bhi...

6. taro ke shor me chand ki kahani adhuri rah gai,
sahil abhi abhi mila,
or m lahro se aage bah gai..

7. abhi waqt ki parvah m karti nhi,
khawabo ke sang meri banti nhi,
aasuo ko chipa hasti hu aajkal,
udasi mujhpar jachti nhi.

8. chand ko sirahane laga ,
aasmaki chadar jamin pe bicha,
rat odh li mne,
dastak di darvaje pe sahar ne,
to karvat mod li mne...

9. barish se ek rishta sa lagta h..
bunde jab chuti h chahre ko to ek sukun sa milta h...
isi liye shayad mujhe barsat pasand h.
or vahi tumhare satb bhi h
tumhara ahsas mujhe sukun deta h..
to shayad tum bhi mujhe pasand ho...

10. aao thoda pyar kre..
is bhagti jindagi me
milke thodi bat kre..
bhid me tanha kyu har shakhsh najar aata h.
aao dosti ki shuruwat kre ..



Tuesday 2 April 2013

some old ones ...

I Love to show my love for you...
And if you want,you return a little bit too...

When you smile and hold my hand...
You can dance with me till the night ends....

My mornings are waiting for you to come...
Waiting............
Wanting to become one....

It's a hard noon of june..
And I'm standing alone...
As the day wears my shadow dissapears...

Claim your love before its too late...
Come and take me to my fate..
Carry me to the home we've made...
Clutch me till the life is remade....

2.Aaj nile ambar pe kuch istarha likha,
Baharo se rang leke mne.
Ijhare muhhabat.....
Shama jali or m bhi sang sang,
Har pal ye socha kyu aai ye kayamat...
Ek andhi chli or hil gaya manjar,
Kyu kam rahi meri ibadat .

3.I'm smiling...
Infrnt of you....
n you cnn't see my tears...!!
Invisible....
But meltin me....
Day by day make me weak...
N I seem happy..
I'm smiling a lot...
But you cnn't see the pain inside me...
You cnn't hear ma voice....
I wanna stop you love..!!
I need you so badly....
For my life....
For my breath....
For me.....!!
I'm in the middle of d ocean...
No hope ... No fear.....!!
I'm there,Extranced....
`Not konowing how to drown..
Neither knowing how to swim..!!

4.Manjil in raho se yu gujarne lagi hai,
Jindgi ab kuch sambhalne lagi hai...
Jab bhi gujara main teri gali se,
Aavaje picha karne lagi hai...
Imtihan liya kabhi tu ne, jaha ne,
Takdeer hi ab jhukane lagi hai...
Dikhaya jo chahra jamane ne apna,
Parchaiya bhi sahamne lagi hai...
Uljha tha main uljha khuda tha,
Paheliya par sab sulajhane lagi hai...
Paya mne tujhko yaha jo,
Jindgi ab sawarne lagi hai...

Sunday 31 March 2013

tum

Dard hota h jab,
Sas rukti h khuli hawa me bhi,
Bechain aakhe tumhe,
talashti jab jhuk jati hai,
or lagta h tum kahi kho gaye ho.
Or fir kahise aake mujhe tum,
Apni panaho me samet lete ho...

Mere dil ki udasi
M dikhati to nhi
Hasti hui aakho se
Tum jane kse
Sab samjh lete ho...


2. Rat intejar me nhi kisi sahar ke,
Or tare dundhle se ho gaye h...
Foolo se mne rang mange the thode,
Berang se gulshan dekho ro chuke h.

3.Tum nhi ho mere
Na m tumhari hu..
Subah tak mit jaye
Bas ek rat ki khumari hu...

4. tha yakin ek roj aayega magar,
vo vo musafir tha,
jiski m manjil na thi....

chirag jalte bhi to kb tk,
meri rato ka koi,
mahtab na tha.
jawab deta to kya deta,
meri nigaho me,
koi sawal na tha.
umar bhar shikwa,
rahega yahi,
vo mile asi kyu,
meri kismat na thi...
vo vo musafir tha jiski m manjil na thi...♥

5.sard hawao se,
bhigi ye rat,
phoolo ki mahak se,
mahaki hu m.
tu kaha h
jara aawaj to de,
tere intjar me,
vahi thahari hu m.

Sunday 3 March 2013

ankahi si bate

1. Suno dil ki dhadkane,
Khamoshiya ye khamkha nhi..
tumhare aane me kuch to khas h,
hota kuch bhi khamkha nhi.

2.sike labo ko sath h mere,
ankahe sare jajbat h tere,
dur hota to chain hota,
pas hoke kya pas h mere.

3.meri aakho ke samandar me,
hardam ek tufan sa rahta h,
sahil milta bhi h to,
bas do pal thaharta h.

4.so ja re akhiya,
kyu nihare unka rasta,
nindiya na aai,
na hi aaye mere sajna,
sadiyo si biti,
chand ghadiyo ki ratiya.

5.tu muskura jara,
sari kayanat dedu m,
or teri hasi pe to,
jan bhi de du.

7.safar tye kiya bin manjil
bin fikare anjam.
dil or dil ke sare jajbat
tujhpe Sab kr diya kurban
saso pe likha tera nam,
ase hi kati umr tamam.

8.tumhari hi aahate h shayad
dil ne suna to h kuch
bas intjar h.
or shayad dil ki chah bhi,
ki tum pukar lo...

9. Or parchaiya adhuri sab
puri hone chali h..
rat sinduri hone chali h...
phool kuch jayada mahke huye h...
mahandi kuch jayada jalne lagi h..
Sawera bechain sa aaya der se h...
nind bhi dekho kbse udne lagi h..
Na jane ksi bahki si ye hawa chali h.

Muskurane lagi h sham,
Rate gungunati h,
Aakhe bhi meri sunti nhi h.
Koi nai dulhan ke khatir
sapno ki barate saji h...
Na jane kaisi ye kushi h...
Lagta sab bewaj h
aasma thama h vahi pe.
jami chaline lagi h.
Sakhiya bhi sab mujhpe
hasne lagi h...
Na jane kaisi bahki si ye hawa chali h.

rat aai hai...

Aadhuri koi bat yad aai h,
Aaj itne dino ke bad rat aai h.

M to bhula tha payar ke
fsane kab ka;
Yad aaya jo aaj vo mera kal tha;
Sadiya sa kata,jo chota sa safar tha;
Aaj fir laga ki dil me jan aai h;
Itne dino ke bad rat aai hai...

M tujhse rusva hua kab tha;
Pas tere tha tujhse juda kab tha;
Dard is dil se kam hua kab tha;
Dastan a dil roj ashko me bahai h;
Itne dino ke bad rat aai hai...

Itne dino ke bad rat aai haii...

Saturday 2 March 2013

Mera tumhara chad...

Meri khidki se m chand dekhti hu.
Ab to roj hi.
Shayad kahi tum bhi.
Akele ise .
Dekhte ho...
Is chand se tumhare chand tak
Bada fasla h..
Jo pura hote hote..
Ek umar beet jaye..
Ya .
bas itna hi .
Shayad.
Ek din.
Or.
Ham dono sath me .
Is chand ko dekhe..
Or fir is chand ko
Dekhne ki fursat hi na ho...
Or jab ho..
To tumhari baho me.
Is chand ko dekhte huye..
Aakhe mund lu...
Koi dar na ho..
Koi dard na ho..
Bas tum or main..
Kafi h .
Ek jindagi ke liye ....:)



Monday 28 January 2013

Abhi kuch kaho na..

Abhi kuch kaho na,
In khamoshiyo ko pighalne do.
Ki ek khawab dekha h mne,
Is khawab ko jine do.

Ek dariya hu m .
Or tu payasa nhi.
Hu to ek nagina,
Par kisine trasha nhi.

Abhi kuch kaho na,
In lamho ke sath banne do.

Tere pas nhi m,
Or tujhe meri talash nhi.
Mere sari bato me,
Hota tu kash nhi.

Abhi kuch kaho ko na,
Kuch alfaj bikharne do.

Thahara sa chanda
Chandani bikherta
Kuch kah raha h
Suno na.

Abhi kuch kaho na ,
ye rat gujarne do.

Labo ki khamoshi ko
Bewajah na samjho
Isharo me kahdo
Isharo ko samjho

Abhi kuch kaho na,
Aakho ko bat krne do.


Abhi kuch kaho na,
Mujhe sari bat kahne do.

Abhi kuch kaho na,
Rubaru ijhar karne do.

Abhi kuch kaho na
Bas ek gunah karne do.

Abhi kuch kaho na ... .. .

payar ke rang


Khamoshi bekherti is bistar ki silvate,
Udas si aakho ke,
Aashuo ki barish me,
Bheegi hui shayad,
Teri yado ke ahsas ko or gahra rahi hai...

Tere jane ki vajah,
Talashti jindagi,
Jakhmo se bhare jism ko,
Hasi ke libas se dhakati hui,
Jalti hui rate shayad,
Tere gunaho ko or bada bana rahi hai..
Sukun ke do pal,
Mere sar ko sahlate tere hath,
Meri ruh par teri chap,
Taja h bilkul,
Hawa ki taseer jaise,
Or hawa saso ki gahrai me utarte huye,
Tujhe or pas la rahi hai...||

2.vo agar aaj mera hota,
To na tu yaha hota na ye sama hota...

3.ek pal bhi kata nhi,
Or rat sari nikal gai..

4.vo mile is trah se ki milna kuch khas ho gaya,
Vo dekhte rahe or hamko unse payar ho gaya...

5.vo bas ye aarju h dil ki,Tu kahi se aaja,
Or mujhme ase sama ki,
Payar me mere tujhko do jahan mil jaye..
Meri panaho me teri ,
Subah or sham gujare,
Teri rah m banu,
Teri manjil bhi,
Or us manjil tak pahuchne ke liye,
Un raho par,
Tere hatho me hath dale jo tere sath ho,
Vo bhi m hi hu...
Bas ye aarju h dil ki....
Teri khushiya meri ho,
Tere gam bhi mere,
Tera har sapna ham sath dekhe,
Tera har raj mera ho,
Dil ki aarju h bas,
Tera sath ho,
Tera payar ho,
Teri nigaho se dekhu m jaha,
Meri aawaj teri pahchan ho,
Mera payar tujhme bsa ho,
Mere nam me tera nam ho,
Jannat hoga har lamha,
Bas mere hatho me tera hath ho,
Tu ho mera,
Or kya chahiye..
Bas itna kafi h ,
Ek jindagi jine ke liye...

5.barkha bahar aai,
Rimjhim fuhar lai,
Sab aa gaye sakhi,
Sajan na aaye...
Do pal bhi chain nhi,
Bitegi ye rain nahi,
Soye mere nain nhi,
Rasta nihare..
sab aa gaye....
Samjha ke hari m,
Samjha na sathi re,
Payar pe mere vo,
nai duniya basaye..

6.Bisal a yar bhi hua,
unko hamse payar bhi hua..
tabah krke asa mujhe,
tufan fir sharamsar bhi hua..

7.kuch sapne mne bhi dekhe the ,
Par kuch m bhul gai,
Kuch tut gaye...

8.rah gai har bat ankahi,
Or jo kaha,
Vo ansuna sa rah gaya...

9.kuch bate meri yad rakhna,
Bhulo bhi agar to koi bat nhi ,
M thik hu bas,Apna khayal rakhna...

10. Khokar is kadar,
Ki gum jaye mera nisha,
Aa kabhi aa,
Sang kuch lamhe tu gujar,
Mahki fijaye na mile,
Na mile gar mera pata,
Dhundna mujhko fir,
Tere dil me h ghar mera,
Bahki si ye hawa,
Bah gai m kaha,
Tu hai sahil mera,
Or mera aashiya,
Aa kabhi aa,
Dil ki bate kabhi,
Mujhse kah tu jara Bhig jane de khudko,
Dooble fir ek bar,
Payar h ye haseen,
Mujhse dil to laga,
Surate ye sabhi,
H sabhi apsara,
Seerate bhi sabhi,
Bholi h sab yaha,
Bhulna na mujhe,
Main hu inse juda,
Aa kabhi aa,
Kabhi ruh me sama,
Pahchan mujhko yu,
Kudko hi bhul ja,
Bhulke khudko fir,
Sab mujhe bhi bhula,
Fir chale ek rah,
Hath me leke hath,
Na khabar ho koi,
Sang rahe ham sada,
Aa kabhi aa,
Chal do kadam mere sath,
Kuch bate meri sun,
Kuch mujhe bhi suna,
Aa kabhi aa,
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