Mother

Where were you,
When I was singing a song,
Where were you ,
When I forgot my lyrics...

Where were you when my tiny eyes cried for those little butter fly clips.

Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

Where were you when I saw a girl in the garden,
Wearing a pink parse,
trying to walk,
In the high heels of her mom,
And when she fell down,
Her mom was there to kiss her cheeks.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips...

Where were you when I got stuck in hopeless mess,
Where were you when In me,
Anger was the only emotion left.
Where were you when I wanted a happy family,
When I did not know, that it will become a Tragedy.

Where were you when every ballerina came with their moms wearing make up and all.
I were the one who was alone, with powder n Lip balm .
I wanted your lipstick,
I wanted your red scarf.
I was wearing only my cape,
So wanted you to dressed me,
and
I wanted you to be there in all my pics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

I dreamt every night that
you are pampering me,
cuddling with me,
making me smile.
Then sudden,
Tears start rolling down,
Wet pillow and wet heart,
and all I feel in my life's plot,
Pain sorrow and heaviness of breath,
No one here to wipe them away.
Where were you when,
I was dealing with my disturbed asics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

Where were you when I was tired of pity full eyes,
When I was fighting for my tries,
Where were you when I was all alone screwed n scared.
Where were you when I was distressed,clashed n crashed.
Where were you when I failed in civics.
Where were you when I was screaming your name with silent lips.

But I know in deep down,
You were always with me.
Like stars in the sky,
Like a wish ,
Like a pray,
Like a ray of hope ,
Dancing on the mountain top.
Like a blessing in hard time,
Like a light in dark night,
Like a scent of flower,
Unseen untouched.
But still I can feel.
My mother,
I know you are always with me...