Go

Time flies with love and pain in miry bog!!!
I've left with some wistful feelings,
vague memories!!
And,
Hideous, Dreadful and Stinky scars!!!

On Strange streets of lone city!
Looking at the stars in my blue car!!
all alone In myriad!!
and
some restless days in a closed room!
Some sleepless nights in trance bar!!

Oh ! Saudade My love !!!
Why ? Why are you so far?
For you my beloved!!
I have crossed all these oceans, lands and stars!!
But How?
How come we fall apart!!

No,No we are Still,
On the same page!!
But In different book,
In different chapter,
In different parts!
But,
Aroma of our love will stay forever!!
In every line!
Whenever you'll read,
you'll feel!!
Me and my zeal !!
And Me.
I retain the time,
you and your mesmerising smile!!
Whenever I'll open the book,
I'll reminisce with teary eyes,
How you made love to me and kissed my soul!!
I'll recall the past!!
while sitting on the rooftop!!

In my solitude,
I live with poetry,whiskey and guitar!!

Will you come??
Will you live with me ?
Will you Lay your head down on my
lap ??
Will I ever give you a cafuné ??

If I wait for Yuanfen!!
If I wait for a star to fall!!
If I take you where you've never been!!
If I Ever talk about,
fate or destiny!!
Will you come ?
I know Its insane!
My efforts are in vain!

La Douleur Exquise!!
In my heart and my brain!!
Burning me, melting me,

stop!! stop!!
Stop this fire!
My absurd desire!!

This shamanic ecstasy!!
Of Satiny love!
yes! I can see!
Our legislative scrutiny!!

I know I know,
We have fate without destiny!!!

So, Go !!
Never come back!
Go!!
Never call my name!
Go!!
Fool go!!
You'll never understand!!!
Go!!
Just Go!!!

I am inane and you are sane!
So, Go!!
I've Given You All and Now I'm Nothing!!
Empty hands and Empty heart!
Go!!

But when stupid cupid wants to cry,
come back to me any time,
I will make him laugh anyhow!!
But only when you'll have empty arms!
nothing but faded charm!
and the day when,
No one will love you any more!
you will feel so all alone!!
come!!
And No need to knock!!

But that day will never come!
because your happiness is all I've ever wish!!
you have my selfless bliss!!
Even though I miss,
our laugh,silence and kiss!!

But for now,
Go!!
Because,
This is the end of our endless talk!!
It is not an easy walk!!
You are Weak and I am Rock...!!